A Jury of His Peers: A Naïve White Girl At the Trial of a Black Man

River Irons
9 min readApr 9, 2021
Above: “Moot Courtroom” by College of William & Mary Law Library is licensed under CC BY-NC-ND 2.0

When I heard that the jury for the trial of George Floyd’s accused murderer was being re-examined to see if they might be tainted by knowledge of the $27M settlement paid from the City of Minneapolis to the victim’s family, I thought back to the last time I appeared for jury duty. It was about 10 years ago.

I got the summons in the mail. I did the whole thing where you call the phone number and listen to find out if you have to go in. I drove to the Baltimore County Courthouse. I sat in the waiting area and watched some boring 90’s rom-com the staff put on the television.

I got called into the courtroom for the jury selection process.

I remember thinking that room was horribly stuffy, with dark wood paneling on every wall, and no windows to the outside. My memories of that courtroom may have melded with memories of the more severe church interiors of my past. I truly remember sitting with the other jurors in rows of pews.

All the way at the very front, there was the high altar of the judicial bench. We stood as the judge entered. As everyone sat back down, the defendant’s attorney took his place on one side in front of the bench and the prosecutor on the other.

Two guards brought in a defendant wearing a prison jumpsuit and handcuffs and ushered him to his seat. He was a tall, thin, very young Black man arrested on drug charges. A Black child. I couldn’t look at him as he sat in a far area of the room away from the pool of mostly white middle-class, middle-aged jurors.

A process began in which a person at the front of the room would call out a question, and everyone who could answer in the affirmative would have to stand up, then give an explanation if called upon.

“Does anyone here have family or friends who serve or have served in the police force?”

A handful of people stood up.

“Do you know anyone who has been convicted of a drug charge?”

A handful of people stood up.

As the questions continued, I wondered when I would get to stand up, but there didn’t seem to be any I could be sure applied to me. At some point, I either loosely interpreted one of the…

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River Irons

I grew up in a cult. I escaped. I still search for freedom from oppressive constructs. Digital Artist, Storyteller.